We are the Dead

Inspired by reclusion, a year’s headlines, and the song by David Bowie.

We are the Sad Ones, silent we hold

to stones of privilege in each hand by

the cold of unreclaimable duties, we stand

human, our heroes all dead, arms too full

guts too frail to man controls.

The sad ones see unfolding power

ripe everywhere in everyone but not

in us, in us just articles of anger

lodge in throats, tired voices wait

for only Hope is worth negotiation.

We the seeing unseen, by sun unkissed

when we go to them our heroes will all

look back at us cool from the coal abyss

say inequities lisp our hubris, us Sated

Ones spill godless prayers as we fall,

our respects unsaid, We are the Dead.

*

Original poem by Lee Jane Taylor

Photo credit; Reign-Abarintos for Unsplash

She Is

I love the family rituals and togetherness of the holidays. However, it can also be a time when we feel absence most keenly. Sometimes the hardest time is once others return to work and school and we struggle with finding a “new normal”. If you are living with grief right now, I wish you peace and comfort. I wrote this poem for a family member, and myself, during a period of loss.

Tribute (For Poppa)

I don’t know what you believe about lives and the long

long after, when our moment is done we join the ones

we lost perhaps in some next place or become part

of the “everything-in-one”. 

Wherever minds go – somewhere, nowhere – 

we leave behind bones and neurones, and the sadness

of cellular silence. No more busy replicating the pattern

in them unique to her, slowly unravelling.

A sacred code repeated in the gesture of a sister’s hand 

in the twinkling of a brother’s eye a pattern memorised

safely held in your heart as you go on. I don’t know 

if there is memory in a soul but the atomic travels of us 

we can imagine. Parts of her rejoin the earth a joyous 

homecoming to quench the thirst of trees that feed 

the Tui, the Chamois and the Tahr.

Where is she now? Particles of her rise to fill clouds

elements of her penetrate the gates of atmospheres 

populate other worlds, warm under other suns, 

older and newer to be spun through black holes 

matter collapsing and exploding again, again 

as radiant supernovas burning bright in the night 

skies of a thousand galaxies.

Perhaps the quarks of her small enough slip

through weaves in fabrics of time and parts 

of her play in past, present, future all at once

and she is already in the buds, the sepals and hips 

of generous perfumed blooms of summer and their 

fountains of colour she is in the velvet garden faces 

of the cool months in their yellow violet petals five 

she is alive as the Sunny Boy and the Moon Moth

Where is she now my lost love? we ask, the tensions 

of bodily form come undone, parts of her in the leaves 

and the snow, echoes in the deeds of those who hold 

her close as she joins with her own elders, ancestors, 

molecules unpinned from boundaries of time – she is 

in every moment all at once.

Hold your hand open to the air

feel the aliveness, she dances there

she is the trees she is the rain she is the stars

she is

and she is safe –

in the repeating patterns, of our saddened hearts.

NZ Xmas in Pohutukawa, Rata, Banksia Bottlebrush

Sky House is overdue for a “Staircase” (self-care) post. However, Lee is on an unscheduled “wellness hiatus”. In the meantime, here is some poetry prettiness from the sick bed… 

Your exotic horticultural brush sweeps

full my palm with feel of cats paw in

retracted claw or, sleeping arctic shrew

your petal needles like haberdashery wound tight

threads unspool to bloom, already sunseed ended

before you fire a rocket in still life you are

true scarlet make roses weep at your pebbled feet

you brighter than blood brighter than tulips

on dark leaf you can embezzle Christmas

you are ecstasy indulgence colour effulgence

of gnarly old tree, arrive to me in

young hands greedy for, generous with beauty

your botanical incarnations of buddhist

lama’s bodies of joy, undulating tassels 

celebrate abundance, the one amongst 

many, all your neat little bundles in rows

progeny tucked in ruby oriental hair bows

food for inspiration whisper poems: paint

compositions in each cough of wind breath

embroidered flower fluffs branches

all for nourishment and pleasure of our bell

spoken, silver watching ones velvet tongues

hungry in cooler months for foreign feasts

all to free your tiny yellow seeds

to voyage possibilities, live circularities

Pohutukawa, Rata and the only Aussie I

ever truely loved is Banksia, honeysuckle

christmas blooms as red bottle-brush.

Thank you to the beautiful Anouk for administrating this post.

Meri Kirihimete, happy holidays, and a soulful solstice to all.

Photo by Don Ricardo on Unsplash

Sky Phenomena

Cloud, storms, rain, hail flurries and 

forks of lightning, star blaze and a waning

moon, comet flare and meteor streak, eclipses

occasional rainbow miracles

poetry resides in skies in vividity of light wild

rides backs of water drops sculpting 

stratus scapes colour draped by sunrise

flows through eyes mild 

and murkied, quiet mind, busy finger tips

dip grace in words lightly ink brink 

of endless expansiveness, sense 

records in finite edits this 

evanescence of wilderness and minds

poetry is not mine, poetry resides in skies.

Geographies of Imagination and Memory

Minds live wide lives from the ways 

of wild waters to slow mountains lumber 

unimpeded, North and South grow 

with each shock rumbling kick Papa’s 

final progeny reaches out to arms of sky 

stretching prominence into dominance

alps are spines of memory lumbar peaks

instinctive, ancestral, personal, habitual

volcanic rock of memory, all masterful

ever clumping to higher ranges craggy 

scar marks of time loom taller with years

yet an ocean always surrounds in vastness 

blues deeply scattered with eyes of cuttlefish 

distant whales kiss breaching fountainous

under touch of sun and melting stars that 

ripple drip reform in salty breaths I can run

eyes along the sky skim an alpine spine and I 

can turn back anytime to the coastline

dip feet in the cool fresh of sea its endless 

possibilities, where dream creatures bloom 

luminescent – the sea, is moved by tides 

under watchful glow of weeping satellite 

but in the deep, ocean currents flow free.

Photo by Amy Humphries on Unsplash

Creative Electro-Magnetics

This week’s poem is something a little different. I’m not feeling so well so I’m posting from my “back catalogue”. This is a sample of reasoning from deep down in the depths of inflammation. Was I meditating on some truth? Was I high on Prednisone and pain killers? I will let you decide… Hopefully, someone finds it interesting! Next self-care post will be Principles of Journalling – Take care x

Photo by Michał Mancewicz on Unsplash

Creative Electrics

The words unstick

sadness come undone

to a numbing succumb

unmoving heart.

Sweet trickle 

twist missed

bidding unrest this

Arctic Pole

demagnified in chest. 

Hunts for fastness

thoughts sharp bladed

memory’s arrows

– set to heart’s churn

electrifies creation.

A sadness intent

cleansed and wrung

a well without 

      and within

  re-sprung.

Strangest alchemy 

of creativity –

 electric motion 

     tuned through lonely

  magnetic heart 

  imaginal energies

sparked,

satisfaction come.

Love Blooms

In our house love is shaped by folds

a proliferation of origami in spring cherries

blossoms on walls

love is drawn in small blue cups

stamps of affection float in foam 

atop carefully wrought delicate textures

it is spelled in gestures 

timed by close watching eyes olive green

with deft reach out by warm arms

after sharp words fly, miss and circle round

balanced in the elegant proofing of a formula

X = (1+ 1) 3 Y + (1+2)  

where Y is the pattern of a favourite song

music being an equation played 

the solution already known

love blooms, coloured by little hands 

won’t hold still long for word sculpting  

tendrils creep into wilds out gates we will

always leave open.

Spring is in full swing in the Southern Hemisphere. It is wonderful to finally feel some sunshine on bare unmasked faces here in the Sth Island of Aotearoa, NZ. I hope everyone in this part of the world is taking some time to enjoy the blossoms and blooms – both literal and metaphorical!

Take care x

Photo by Artyom Kulikov on Unsplash

The Company of Trees

Days like these the facelessness of trees

is all I want – to see the crowd fade 

eyes that roll in sockets, jaws that jabber

complicated symmetries of brows and noses

can all fade into the doesn’t matter.

I only want to talk

with the faceless heads of trees

– the way they hold up proud

against skies green manes flare on blue

delicate lace of arboreal tentacles

let to drift in wind. Their bodies are

solidity all the time standing their ground 

in consecrated symbiosis with this earth here

a relationship tended in leafy sacrament

season after season. There is wisdom

in the faceless ways of trees – somedays

their company,

is all I want or need.

Reading Suggestions

Do you too prefer the company of trees today? If you are stuck indoors but need some nurturance of mother nature – poetry has your back! Mindful reading of nature poetry is a great way to reconnect with the great outdoors. Open a window, pop on some forest or ocean sounds – and relax into some wordful nature! Here are some reading ideas to get your wilderness exploration started:

Classics: Emily Dickinson – in between romancing death and philosophising about grief, it seems Dickinson also spent a lot of time in the woods and her garden. She wrote many nature poems with wit and depth such as “There’s a Certain Slant of Light”, and “Nature is What We See”. It is “old worldly” but she keeps it crisp. Ted Hughes “The Hawk in the Rain” is a brilliantly moody poem. Mary Oliver’s long career of nature poetry (many books from 1960’s to present times) is all inspired by her daily walks in the wilderness. It is lovely gentle reading great for a sick day – I’m fond of “The Swan”. Sylvia Plath’s “The Moon and the Yew Tree” is hauntingly beautiful (and very sad). D.H. Lawrence’s collection “Birds, Beasts, and Flowers” delivers as the title promises. Modern and informal compared to his earlier works. “Snake”, the tortoise poems, and “Hummingbird” are wonderfully observant. Mary Webb was writing nature poetry at the turn of last century but it’s very accessible – it reads as classic and insightful rather than old fashioned. I love “Presences”.

Local Contemporaries: Dinah Hawkens recent book “Sea-Light”, David Eggleton known for punchy snapshots of NZ culture also gives gorgeous portraits of NZ scenery i.e. “Southern Embroidery”, “The Harbour”.

There are some great anthologies of nature poems by a variety of authors. The ones I have seen tend to be focussed on classic authors. Perhaps reflecting that nature themes were out of literary fashion in modern times. That seems to be changing with the relevance of climate change, as well as a contemporary desire to reconnect to nature.

If you have been reading some nature poetry, I would love to hear your recommendations – especially for poetry blogs.

Next “Staircase” post, I will be giving some tips on journal writing for self-care.

Lee x

Ps – apologies if you received an earlier unfinished edit of this post (interface difficulties!).

Celtic Skies

The sky is indifferent, the sky is kind

always reaching in, uninvited

with long white

cloudy fingers prising

open planks of sternum, one by one

chest rivets pop and sigh – 

taste the silver and the blue

tints run, inking through time

eyes feather soft and wide

to gulls glide, natures guards

mount impartial in this space –

the sacred in between 

stratosphere and ground

where

cumulus and stratus oversee proud

and free

as druids once served.